@^^@_juicy life_@^^@

这个世界就是这样，有开心的人，有不开心的人

当你开心的时候，你是不会注意到周围那些不开心的人

而你不开心的时候，觉得周围都是开心的人。。。

 

我只不过是其中渺小的一个...

写: 压抑不住的,想表达的,暗示的,不想说出口的,不为人知的...

看:不在乎的,好奇的,关心的,感同身受的,读不懂得...

 

到底谁能看懂谁的space....懂了？不懂？被别人懂了

又怎么样呢？

留言的不等于看懂了

飘过的不等于没看懂，不关心

也许偶尔只是想自己和自己对话。。。

曾经跟她说过我带着画板，她带着吉他去流浪

如今发现i'm not that gifted..也许想带个相机去了

期望也能收获很多好的照片回来

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I'mma be ok

[Chorus:]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go
So I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

[Chorus: x2]
Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys.
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I could turn off my phone
Tell everyone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)

It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

如果我离开你了...

你会不会恨我，怨我，后悔认识我，后悔对我的好

到头来还是她/他最好？

如果你离开我了...

我就不会烦恼上面的如果，记得你的好

如果让我从新选择是否还会认识你...

我还是会选择认识你，只是更早些或者更晚些

 

 

 

one day people may be stocked by themselves how "greedy" they are..

 

I have tons of silly little thoughts that I won't tell anyone until they rot in my stomach..

Or maybe it is easier to tell a stranger whom i will never ever meet...

 

I have so many crazy wild things that I want to do..

But I don't think I can accept the consequences...

 

I am losing the principles I used to have,

so I won't judge people anymore...

回头看看曾经写过的blog都不知道自己在说什么

最近似乎都没大脑一样的活着。。

什么跟什么。。